Trial Run

It's just as bad as I thought it would be Finding out from someone else that you're moving on from me And I heard that there's a picture but I'm too afraid to see 'Cause what if you look happy and she's prettier than me I woke up in the middle of my nightmare Have to face the fear you really don't care You moved on and found someone it's not fair at all What if now you know that I was never the one I was just the first one you happened to love Did you need me to leave for you to find what you want? Did you find what you want? Did you find what you couldn't see with me? I gave you everything but What if all that I was was a trial run? The one before the one I'm alone in bed but I know she's next to you Don't know a single thing about her and I hope I never do 'Cause I compare everyone to you and I thought you did that too But if you did, that means she's better than me I woke up in the middle of my nightmare Have to face the fear you really don't care You moved on and found someone it's not fair at all What if now you know that I was never the one? I was just the first one you happened to love Did you need me to leave for you to find what you want? Did you find what you want? Did you find what you couldn't see with me? I gave you everything but What if all that I was was a trial run? The one before the one Why does it feel like somebody died? Were you moving on this whole time While I've been stuck on the same side On the same side Why does it feel like somebody died Were you moving on this whole time I may not be the one but you're mine You're still mine What if now you know that I was never the one? I was just the first one you happened to love Did you need me to leave for you to find what you want? Did you find what you want? Did you find what you couldn't see with me? I gave you everything but What if all that I was was a trial run? The one before the one The one before the one