She Was My Virginity Cømplex

3am throw the drinks down When I really need rest Fucked up but i'm ok ey Never seen her undressed yuh No remorse when I rotate Rotate rotate never ok Girl body like a solvent ey For the pain for the, pain yuh Baby fuck me cuz I'm all alone Girl I tried you on your fucking phone One more time before I go to bed Oh just fuck me fore I go to bed Girl I miss you and your fucking head Now I'm wrapped up in my fuckin' head Girl you asked if I make love to you Oh I do I do I do I do Try try try to function See me swaying back and forth Reaching for your soft skin Just to find another girl's breast in my grip In the dark and my other hand pressed against her heart Beatin' ey You know I miss you when I'm sittin' down here With this girl slumped all up in my chest Tears streaming down her cheeks Fearin' that I didn't love her leaving creases on her heart Darker than the stains pressed deep into my sheets, damn Then she started poppin' pills And I was in my feels so I let her Scribbled fake love notes all up in those letters Signed with my initials and a "hope you feel better" Lookin' like a cigarette burnin through her lungs Tongue kissin' on her mouth south travel down her stomach I'm in love i'm in love I'm in love it's what i told her Chin deep in pussy guilt heavy on my shoulders ey damn Coughin' she coughin' That pussy poppin Girl you keep on talkin Oh just let me hop in Always fuckin off it Put me in a coffin Baby girl don't stop it now Keep that pussy poppin Often often Girl this shit is toxic But I love the way she move I love the way she move Way she move Way she move Way she move Fuck what you put me through