Motherfuckin' X-OF as always

Sometimes things hurt too much to the point

Where you can't explain a simple thing Will I be forgotten at my tomb

Or will you see me later

Don't be another hater I'm just being myself

Please don't be another traitor I'm so frightened nowadays

So uncomfortable, but it's my motivator Oh why, oh why

Does the chemistry unfold when you die

Living laughing, creating distractions When you're laughing, does your heart keep stopping

Stopping and trying will catch me just dying I won't wake up crying

I swear it's all done in the end I just try and try to pretend, pretend

I just want people to care about me and live in love at my shows

And I love this life that I'm living but sometimes it hurts because I'm not always forgiven

Oh, I know this pain won't catch me up in the end

There's too much positivity in my life, I won't pretend

Why, oh why Do you let it get to you when you try

Someday I'll wait for you Someday I'll wait for you

Oh, letting the folds unfold And then I'll roll

Telling too much, I hear the most I'm just living cause I hate it all in post

All in post, but you don't know You can't tell the difference from my soul

It's hurting my heart so it just broke I left my body, I'm not the host

Prices I've paid, but I'll give it up for more All the hearts they start to pour

Every time I was so poor Made me laugh with no accord

Oh, why does it hurt to confess How much I feel worthless

I'm so nervous

Is it worth it

Oh, no

It hurts too much, so I won't say it anymore, no

It hurts too much, I can't repeat myself again

So become my friend