Numb

I can't be everything that you want me to be Had me on a string, got me down on my knees Twisted figurine, wash the blood on my teeth (wash the blood on my teeth) I got new ink just to feel something 'Dead to me' on my eulogy Kerosene burning our memories And sometimes I scare myself when I'm left alone with my head, yeah Why does everything feel so numb? I try to talk, but I ain't got nothing to say I just wanna be left alone I fantasize about my grave like everyday Why does everything feel so numb? Why does everything feel so numb? You said you cared but I never felt love So get me out of this place and get the phone out my hand The social media game is going straight to my head I try to hurt myself, it's just the way I am (it's just the way I am) And sometimes I scare myself when I'm left alone with my head, yeah Fuck Why does everything feel so numb? I try to talk, but I ain't got nothing to say I just wanna be left alone ('lone) I fantasize about my grave like everyday Why does everything feel so numb? Why does everything feel so numb? Why does everything feel so numb? You said you cared but I never felt love But you're still there when I can hardly breathe When I won't wake or fall asleep The pain reaches inside of me But I can't, I can't Break No, I can't break Why does everything feel so numb? I try to talk, but I ain't got nothing to say I just wanna be left alone ('lone) I fantasize about my grave like everyday Why does everything feel so numb? Why does everything feel so numb? Why does everything feel so numb? You said you cared, but I never felt love (never felt love) Sometimes I scare myself when I'm left alone... Sometimes I scare myself when I'm left alone...