Alright

Perfectionism is killing me Need for comparison stinging more than a killer bee A high achiever with no time for seeking humility But still so quick to quit if just one person aint feeling me Thought I freed myself but validation is still a need I went and took a shroom to find my soul and then set it free For a better me. And insecurities end being the centerpiece Always cooked a quick fix never followed the recipe Looked inside the mirror said mirame papi ven aqui You gon have to learn everything that you think is energy Actually apply all the thing that you learned in therapy Thoughts become things and that self love is the remedy Perfection is subjective the only one that you get to please is you And things you accept is only what gets to be the truth I struggled with empathy for myself and feelings too And dealt with the penalty for mental being skewed But I'll be alright I'll be alright I'll be alright I'll be alright I learn that sometimes depression looks exactly a smile on the face or A positive take or provocative ways Getting back in the bed cause you don't mind being late A single mother of 2 who don't have hobbies or faith The obvious aint so obvious when your mind is at stake And honestly it could probably be defined as a case Embodying angst and wondering if I'll I be embraced The timing aint safe that pressure make a diamond relate Invisible was going on inside and I aint safe from it I could ignore it and stay stunting or instead reflect and figure what I could take from it After that short stop I'll bring it home like I'm base running But trust it ain't easy when anxiety mixed with lack of sobriety Fire you up and make you forget yourself And shit I could agree at irony loner with notoriety One of the worse feelings I've ever felt But I'll be alright Trust I'll be alright