Perfect Girl

Perfect girl, wrong time I'm out of it I'm out of my mind I wanna know why you try I'm dead inside, I'm dead outside Just met you You're so full of life and I'm lifeless I don't know why I let my life get like this I don't love myself And I gotta love me before I love you You don't deserve that You don't deserve to wait Your love is now and I'm late I want you to stay but that's selfish of me Don't listen to a word I say It's coming from a heart full of hate How could I love with a heart full of hate? Fly so high but I can't navigate Just look at the time it's mine Blowing up will you survive? The fittest you are Red lil star You a lil uh Why are you like this I know it turn's you off when I don't respond Or even the way I respond I'm sorry I'm wrong Perfect girl, wrong time It's really not your fault I don't feel alive Hate it so much cause we'll lose time Tell me you will wait for me Tell me you will be there for me Tell me you would kill for me I just give a different type of loyalty You're really different Your looks on your outside match your inner You deserve it all and a little bit more I can't even buy what you got in store I hope I change for the better I'm the only one that'll write you hand written letters I hope I get it together I hope that you stay in my life forever That's me being selfish Don't take the bait Don't fucking wait I say that but I really fucking hope you stay