Obligatory Misery

Tired, just wanting something to call my own Burned out, yielding to the degradation, setting in Picking up the pieces from the past life Do it again, everyday until I'm fucking dead Will there ever be a place to rest my head What's the point if there is no purpose Where's the sense if nothing seems worth it Sifting through the lies and deceit The defecation of humanity When all is said and done And our bodies are gone Have we left behind obligatory misery Where's the sense if nothing seems worth it What's the point if there is no purpose The world keeps changing around me, and I I'm scared that I'll be left behind Bound by the weight of my fears, I try To push on through the other side The other side of death and pain The other side of lies and shame I've done my best with what was fucking given And I won't settle for shit I'll redefine this life that I live Finding purpose in every mistake What's the point if there is no purpose Where's the sense if nothing seems worth it Sifting through the lies and deceit The defecation of humanity When all is said and done And our bodies are gone Have we left behind obligatory misery Where's the sense if nothing seems worth it What's the point if there is no purpose Beneath the surface, I will find The will to carry on Bend but do not break Give without a take Trust your intuition, your life is at stake