Clarity

Sometimes you can just be in a funk creatively or you know As a person and it's like there's a fog around you And you can't see out of it, but, that's part of the journey Hm, patient, this beat done took its time Well, then so do I Look, uninspired, undefined Now somebody's gettin' fired Terrified, paralyzed, Twitter game verified Married life, very fire Understand I'm on demand Undermanned the Son of Man or Son of Sam I'm somewhere in between the two, the meaning too Spend the evening, be with you Oh I know, I need it too Do I believe? Believe I do On my faith walk, took the sinnin, I mean the scenic route Get lost, I be aloof, Adidas on, still need the boost What was the Eden fruit? I'll ask Him when I see Him Daily bread, that's Paidiem, but I'm fastin' like a BM Ridin' past ya in the P.M. In a stolen car, that's fleein' from the scene of a crime Apollo Creed, in his prime Rocky verses, I'm a person that's tryna believe I'm worth it I'm workin' through it, but work is, well, work, but well worth it It's hella churches still hell is workin' fine What's that tell us? Fellas hurtin', it's like melanin or crime That's the elephant we hide Truthfully, we probably lied Rather have a tribe then unity, so you and me divide I'm hellish and divine I'm trillest and divine I'm tellin' me, "I'm fine, I'm fine, I'm, I know better" All I, all I want is clarity, clarity 'Cause all of my heroes are frauds just like me, just like me So let every man be a liar, let only God be truth And all of your heroes are frauds just like you I can't see through that smoke in the air That's the smoke in the air That's that smoke in the air All that smoke in the air A mind of doubt is to keep you open to God's revelations When you don't doubt, you don't change If you have to have finite answers to infinite questions Uh, you're not gonna move Yeah, built my life on this (huh) Half my adult life like unlearnin' Lies that I heard in a dumb sermon What I unearth got me uncertain More knowledge and more sorrow Worryin' that never fixed tomorrow Just take away all my strength today It was black and white, not paved with gray Maybe that cloud that I've been stuck in I construct it, I conduct it Orchestra of noise, I don't hate your voice I done made a choice, mic assumption A TV cabinet, tweetin', twerkin', grand man, gamin', rappin', workin' Fashion work, and work, and work, and work, and work, and Can't tell if lost My mind or just made it (lost) My faith or misplaced it (lost) My pain or upgraded Lost my happy thought, then I got jaded (lost) Focus in my direction (lost) In details and perfection (lost) All my faith in white Jesus and my leaders (found) They aren't who I thought all these years (found) They weren't even worthy of tears (found) The opposite of faith ain't doubt It's when I get it all figured out Some days it get in all my trust Some days I can feel so empty Some days I feel like You love me Some days I feel like You left me The second I'm furious with God, I'm tumbling close Because you cannot be furious someone if you're not there All I, all I want is clarity, clarity 'Cause all of my heroes are frauds just like me, just like me So let every man be a liar, let only God be truth And all of your heroes are frauds just like you I can't see through that smoke in the air That's the smoke in the air That's that smoke in the air All that smoke in the air Through that smoke in the air That's the smoke in the air That's that smoke in the air All that smoke in the air I want God to wrap me in the everlasting Wings and say "There there, it's alright" And that cosmic affirmation of "Yes I know it's terrible I know it hurts, but be patient, it's gonna work out I'm not gonna lose, I'm gonna win, it's alright." And that's the, the The basic affirmation that I think only true doubters can come to