I tried to love again but shit didn’t go the way I wanted

Lost track of hope fighting for something that wasn’t wanted

When you not together shit be plain to see

I only wish somebody could’ve explain the shit to me

I felt delusional but I was pushing things into Fruition

Got sidetracked by what I called loved and lost sight of the mission

I would say I miss you, but I don’t know just what I’m missing

I would tell you how I feel but you would tell me I was tripping

But fuck it man I’m way to up to be down bout a bitch

Waking up every morning trying to make it switch

Wanna keep you out my business, but you feel like I’m lying

And after this short amount of time, I’m already tired of trying

So, believe what you believe Ima do me

I’m keep everything that we had going on discreet

I’m not gone tell nobody my business so please don’t mention me

If you don’t give a fuck, why am I worth mentioning

Discussion had me in the past tense

Before we were through

But I always spoke about the future every time I mentioned you

Got no reason to lie so I always tell the truth

Felt like I was on top of the world

Just to have somebody here with me

Idk if it was you

But with all the bullshit you had going on

Was it really worth the view

You’ll have a smile up on your face, but I’ll know your lying straight through Your tooth

But I’m already in too deep but what I am to do

I'm just trying to see the truth

I tried to love again but shit didn’t go the way I wanted

Lost track of hope fighting for something that wasn’t wanted

When you not together shit be plain to see

I only wish somebody could’ve explain the shit to me

I felt delusional but I was pushing things into Fruition

Got sidetracked by what I called loved and lost sight of the mission

I would say I miss you, but I don’t know just what I’m missing

I would tell you how I feel but you would tell me I was tripping

Everyday

Everything you said on replay

In my head I'm hearing soft voices

But it's too soon