Absent

It was up to you But who do I want to fool? It was my fault too Guess it's the price, I'm suffering through Anxiety is going, going on I kept it inside, here's the outcome So aimlessly, got me fucked up Numb to everyone Feel so absent There's a hole in my chest It's so real, I got so stressed Out my mind, I need some rest Hope you understand There's a sickness in my head It's so real, can't leave this bed Sorry for making you this mess Pick up the phone, cheer me up Show me the course of the cure I allow myself to be happy how I was before Summer is coming, leave out the cold When you realize the time will be gone It's still stuck in bad luck, but there's so much to behold Feel so absent There's a hole in my chest It's so real, I got so stressed Out my mind, I need some rest Hope you understand There's a sickness in my head It's so real, can't leave this bed Sorry for making you this mess Feel so absent Feel so absent Feel so absent There's a hole in my chest It's so real, I got so stressed Out my mind, I need some rest Hope you understand There's a sickness in my head It's so real, can't leave this bed Sorry for making you this mess