Invincible

The sky turns red The ashes fall Are you scared to lose it all I'm not afraid I'm not afraid Do you feel the winds of change Things will never be the same Won't sell my soul Cause I am invincible I learn to accept That I'll never be loved Way too mentally fucked And there ain't no end to the pain What I been through was strenuous Looking in the mirror what have I become Monsters in my head try to run Though everything that I'm hiding from Will still appear when my eyes are shut so Hello darkness my old friend Better get out that violin And cry again I think I need a psychiatrist Prescribing more than vitamins For me to confide in him About this mental torture I don't fit in feeling like a foreigner Never mind pain is a friend of mine I've been so dead inside Call me the coroner The rigor mortis is setting in Suicide is in my head again Doctor I need me some medicine I might just pop a few sedatives But they slowly been losing their benefits Nothing is helping No I'm not a human a shell of myself I'm a skeleton Though even when everything's awful I'm someone you never should bet against I would lay awake Every night and pray Mama used to say Help was on the way Waited for that day But it never came Now I'm all alone Nothing ever changed Go and say your prayers Say a prayer I been through pain and sunk so low Never been afraid to walk alone Can't be broke invincible The sky turns red The ashes fall Are you scared to lose it all I'm not afraid I'm not afraid Do you feel the winds of change Things will never be the same Won't sell my soul Cause I am invincible I feel the heat right below my shoes Walking through the coals But no one knew the truth Didn't want to go to school it's true Used to get bullied till I was fully bruised And blue What I'm going through Is too much to show to you It's something that I'm never gonna fully do A lot of the time There's a lot that I'm hiding When the wounds are now healed But a scars still inside em' I do not fit in this world that was made Sometimes it feels like I live in a cage On the inside had a part of me die When I was only like nine That's when everything changed I'm on a road that is heading for pain Only thing I'm fitting in is my grave No silver lining but until then I'm climbing A heart of a lion I cannot be tamed Not a man I'ma mystical And when it comes to invincible I met the quota Meant to go to Pensacola But I missed the boat and left the ocean Hit the road Then went through the winter cold Was miserable but still I had to keep that invincible I ain't a prince never kissed a toad Had principles And now I'm about to crack the Da Vinci Code I would lay awake Every night and pray Mama used to say Help was on the way Waited for that day But it never came Now I'm all alone Nothing ever changed Go and say your prayers Say a prayer I been through pain and sunk so low Never been afraid to walk alone Can't be broke invincible The sky turns red The ashes fall Are you scared to lose it all I'm not afraid I'm not afraid Do you feel the winds of change Things will never be the same Won't sell my soul Cause I am invincible