I won't fit the mould you made

Your haters make the boldest claims

When you see them for who they are

Their frightened they can't hide away

Hide them but not from me

Eyes are sharp I sip my tea

Let them talk and you can see

Reveal themselves in 1, 2, 3

Don't try prove yourself to me

I've got years of expertise

Cos who you are I used to be

I know your tricks i know deceit

Don't try prove yourself to me

I've got years of expertise

But you can't play the player, trust me I perfected that technique

I done thought that I been evil

Had days I laid on my bed fetal

My eyes crying to the sky

I'm different to these people wheres my people?

I was bitter at the world

Said why'd you leave me by myself?

You done propped me on a shelf

I had no one but myself

But she said focus on yourself

These geese wont flock with an eagle

They ride freely, and it's peaceful

It's crazy cos I saw myself as weak

I let people shrink the person I thought I could be

There was a time I said my futures looking bleak

Self hate got the best of me

I swear I saw myself a freak

Critiqued all the things I couldn't tweak if I wanted to

Reflection in the mirror staring back like to say who are you?

To find myself I had to find my pain

I thought knew, myself like the back of my hand

I was a stranger in a skin that I'd made a brand

I changed myself oh yeah to fit that mould

The one society sold,

I would lie through my teeth just to blend in with sheep

Just so they didn't see me and deem me a freak

Mumma they deemed me a freak

Mumma they deemed me a freak

So fuck what they think, no really fuck what oh baby fuck what they think

So when I say my bullshit radar is on 10

Just know it's not a threat

It's just a life of being someone else has taught me when they're not themselves

Taught me what is fake from real

When I see you I see myself

Difference Is I grew but you got growing to do

That's your work, that's your duty

You got to find beauty in your trials

Your comfort zone will never change your toxic cycles

It's when life is throwing lemons

 You can really flip it

Learn to be forgiving

Baby we're all sinners

Just different styles of sinning

And baby we're all winners

Just different definitions of winning

As collective we are singing the same damn song

But we're competing for riches that's why we got it all wrong

Slowly killing the widsdom our very being is made from

Then we question why we're lost, we just want to belong

That's why I'm writing this song to tell you straight that you won't ever find yourself if you're just playing along

No you won't ever find yourself if you're just playing along

You won't ever find yourself if you're just playing along