I Fade Away

When I'm alone I find I fade away In a thought I finally found I figured out I'm still the same Got lost in doubt My mind's playing games Do it all over again I can't do it all again When I'm alone I find I fade away In a thought I finally found I figured out I'm still the same Got lost in doubt My mind's playing games Do it all over again I can't do it all again I always try To say goodbye But I can't Seem to shake this When I'm alone I find I fade away Got lost in doubt I'm playing games When I'm alone I find I fade away Got lost in doubt When I'm alone I find I fade away In a thought I finally found I figured out I'm still the same Got lost in doubt My mind's playing games Do it all over again I can't do it all again When I'm alone I find I fade away In a thought I finally found I figured out I'm still the same Got lost in doubt My mind's playing games Do it all over again I can't do it all again Deep dive in the darkness Do demons ever do to sleep I feel them keeping me awake See them sip my soul with tea Sweet sugar-filled palm trees Memories I can't keep Brittle bones in my back crack and break As a black smoke start to creep And I don't really mind when the time slips away Finna find myself in the mirror somehow someday Holding out for change Is about as pointless of a game that I could play When I'm alone I find I fade away In a thought I finally found I figured out I'm still the same Got lost in doubt My mind's playing games Do it all over again I can't do it all again When I'm alone I find I fade away In a thought I finally found I figured out I'm still the same Got lost in doubt My mind's playing games Do it all over again I can't do it all again