The Sofa

I don't know if I miss you Or just think that I miss you But it's an issue in my life Although my life wouldn't fit you 'Cause shit is different from when I was with you Putting it in you And pulling out of your driveway like "This has gotta be the last time." I guess I said it so much that it felt like routine What I mean is that I'd be back every night To pull down your jeans So it seemed like when it was said It was like we both knew that we Would forget it all again And fall back On our low self-esteem I mean the sofa But now I'm home and scrolling through texts That I never answered from you "Can't wait till I'm holding you next" And I feel like... Shit 'Cause I used you for sex And that'll probably be my presence in your head until death I can't change your mind anymore I can't change your mind anymore No, I can't change your mind anymore And I've tried but you're not buying anymore When you fuck up In the way that I fucked up From just being a fuck-up You should probably shut the fuck up I used to let my lips talk their way onto yours And cancel your feelings out I'm an asshole Should probably choke on a buttplug The point is I've said enough stuff And almost done as much But No matter my intentions The worst of me tends to come up Eventually so I guess it's meant to be what it was But it gets to me I wish you could be friends with me but it's done, love Our history just won't be seen differently You'll remember me based on the memory Of you kissing me while I bit you These thoughts in my head are burdens But I think that I deserve it I hope you move on And lowkey I hope I keep on hurting It's Budman. I can't change your mind anymore I can't change your mind anymore No, I can't change your mind anymore And I've tried but you're not buying anymore I can't change your mind anymore I can't change your mind anymore No, I can't change your mind anymore And I've tried but you're not buying anymore I can't change your mind