Loving & Losing

You said you never cried But you sobbed in my shoulder saying goodbye And I got lost on most days But counting your freckles, never lost my place And I wonder if you still think of me the same way I didn't want to die 'cause I had something to lose I was riding a high 'cause every song was about you I wanted happy ever after, but ever isn't happy after you You found comfort in my snoring Like how home is in the floorboard creaks in the morning And you changed silence for me Used to make me anxious, now it helps me sleep And I wonder if you hold your pillow now instead of me I didn't want to die 'cause I had something to lose I was riding a high 'cause every song was about you I wanted happy ever after, but ever isn't happy after you Can I keep fallin'? I think I'm still fallin' But I I don't want die, I want something to lose I want to ride a high 'cause every song is about you I want happy ever after, but ever isn't happy after you