Obsidian

I don't always got pretty words to say

And I never meant the lies to be okay, I'm not okay

At this point in time, I don't mind being lonely

If you really know me

Take it off, I wanna make love to you

I might end up crying 'cause I can't see you often

Gotta face my demons, cannot find reason

Won't you ask what you wanna know?

Like where I'm at when I say that I'm working

Truthfully, I'm just lonely without you

And I can't go on like this

I'm always reminded of what you can do

I hate that I'm lonely and I wanna improve

We both got a lot on our minds

And anytime we say that we're fine

We both know it ain't true

We both know it ain't true

I don't do well with patience

Yet I'm falling for you

Still, I can't take it

That's why I'm trying to stay away

Can't break what's already broken

Hard to keep our love in the open

Really can't explain how I'm feeling

I was often told to stay away from everything that made me

If I feel a way, I should embrace it

As if they're stepping in my shoes without the laces

Don't wanna be remembered as somebody that

Makes it and breaks it

I wanna be myself but it's hard

But in the end, I always cry in your arms

And I can't go on like this

I'm always reminded of what you can do

I hate that I'm lonely and I wanna improve

We both got a lot on our minds

And anytime we say that we're fine

We both know, it ain't true

We both know, it ain't true

There's no point in shining light on me

Never had somebody fight for me

All of a sudden you've been tight on me

This type of love don't ever come for free

Can't break what's already broken

Hard to keep our love in the open

Really can't explain how I'm feeling

I don't wanna live sometimes

And I don't know what to do with these thoughts in my head

If you're really out there, won't you come take my hand?

Can't break what's already broken

Hard to keep our love in the open

Really can't explain how I'm feeling

And I can't go on like this

I'm always reminded of what you can do

I hate that I'm lonely and I wanna improve

We both got a lot on our minds

And anytime we say that we're fine

We both know it ain't true

We both know it ain't true