Soccer Team

I get too obsessed Thinking 'bout what I should wear Sometimes I don't give a fuck I'm afraid I talk too much Threw my mirror on the floor 'Cause it made me insecure Mmm-mm, uh And now I'm scared of guys that are 'round my age 'Cause they look like the ones from my soccer team It's just something I never could get over So many nights I spend missing all my friends 'Cause I watch as they grow and I'm alone again All of these feelings and I'm swimmin' in 'em I'm a little messed up No, my truth may not be beautiful But I'vе never been 'bout visuals Don't care 'bout counting crеdit cards Or picket-fenced white boulevards It may not be pretty, but it's real That's just how I feel Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh That's just how I feel Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh That's just how I feel I get too caught up Like when I think I'm not enough Sometimes I don't go to bed I'm sick of livin' in my head (in my head) Swimming pools; they make me nauseous Magazines make me self-conscious Don't wanna be sad forever But life's not getting any better now And now I'm scared of guys that are 'round my age 'Cause they look like the ones from my soccer team It's just something I never could get over (Something I never could get over) So many nights I spend missing all my friends 'Cause I watch as they grow and I'm alone again All of these feelings and I'm swimmin' in 'em I'm a little messed up No, my truth may not be beautiful But I've never been 'bout visuals Don't care 'bout counting credit cards Or picket-fenced white boulevards It may not be pretty, but it's real That's just how I feel Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh That's just how I feel Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh That's just how I feel And now I'm scared of guys that are 'round my age 'Cause they look like the ones from my soccer team It's just something I never could get over So many nights I spend missing all my friends 'Cause I watch as they grow and I'm alone again May not be pretty, but it's real And that's how I feel I'm just fucking done at this point Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh That's just how I feel Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh That's just how I feel And now I'm scared of guys that are 'round my age 'Cause they look like the ones from my soccer team So many nights I spend missing all my friends 'Cause I watch as they grow and I'm alone again And that's how I feel