I am tired of the unknown I'll force my failure to be certain

I've tried all the pills to say that none of them are working

The loneliness has eaten my insides

This life is gonna kill me and I need to get out

Well I could have done it then but there's no saving me now

And I know I'll say the same about this year

So what if I can drive a car

And work a dead end job

Turn on the robot, have a chat and say well hey that was fun

Doing something doesn't mean a thing when there's no one

And some days I just can't bear the thought of trying to go on

But I can't give up before I have experienced love

Only thing is I don't know

If it's ever even gonna happen

And I can grieve, I can grieve I can grieve, I can grieve, I can grieve

I can grieve but I don't know that I see the point anymore

I can grieve, I can grieve I can grieve, I can grieve, I can grieve

I can grieve for me

And as the summer turns into autumn, turns into winter

The world it shifts as I grow old and decay

And as the floor shakes, feeling my bones break, crackle and splinter

I've already used all my words to describe the pain

So is there anything else or was it all in vain

Will I be alright

I can't tell you I will

Unless there's open arms there waiting for me just down that hill

Doesn't work like that

Well I don't know how it does

Just cause you've been spoiled doesn't mean everyone has that luck

You can bring me up

And we can both have a laugh

We can laugh until our vital organs start to collapse

I know I am why

We'll never function again

And after years had passed I saw your face it's like it almost said

So what on earth did you say

What in the world did you do

I know that you've been cursed with a perfect memory of every sin that follows you

I can grieve, I can grieve I can grieve, I can grieve, I can grieve

I can grieve but I don't know that I see the point anymore

I can grieve, I can grieve I can grieve, I can grieve, I can grieve

I can grieve for me

And I can grieve, I can grieve I can grieve, I can grieve, I can grieve

I can grieve but I don't know that I see the point anymore

I can grieve, I can grieve I can grieve, I can grieve, I can grieve

I can grieve for me

You say don't feel bad about it

That's the one thing I can't do

Because I let you down every night while I'm sleeping

Someone whispers in my ear

That I believe to be you

And says it's all a bad dream

Or that it's not a big deal

Things that only a fool would believe could be real

Well what does that make me

Cause I fall for it every time

Close your eyes

You'll be alright

It's fine

And at some point

I gotta wonder

If the emotion I put out is real

Because the truth is a lot less dramatic

It's a dull knife

I flinch when I punch

I cry when I cut

I hurt and I run

It's a dull knife

It's a dull knife