Dubious

Wondering how I can be happy

Only when I am around you

Nothing can tear apart

These feelings, they just bloom and grow

Isn't it strange

How everything changed

Within a glimpse of the eye

Strange how I can still see you

On the passenger seat of my car

We've got everything to hide

But you only see the stars when it's dark

The time has passed so fast

It ended with the sunrise

Every little thing that happened

Is buried deep in my heart

Like the smell of a cigarette

In the pillow that we shared

You want to forget

I want you to not

Cuz I'm sure as hell

That I could not

I could not

I could not

Waiting at a red light

Can only be beautiful

When you are around

You kissed me as we drove away

Into the tales of the night

Now I need to go away

And this hurts more than it ever did

How can I leave you here

With the memories that we share

Now we are apart

And I'm scared as hell

That you'll find someone

Better than me

Every little thing that happened

Is buried deep in my heart

Like the smell of a cigarette

In the pillow that we shared

You want to forget

I want you to not

Cuz I'm sure as hell

That I could not

I could not

I could not

I could not

I could not

I could not

I could not

I could not

I could not

I could not

I could not

I could not