4 White Walls

I always knew that you would break my heart From the start I knew I should've never gave my heart Friends told me blood told me should've played it smart And all them times we broke it off we better if we stayed apart, yeah Shoulda listened I was young and dumb It's kinda crazy all the things that you would do for love Lied to myself for a while now the truth has come I'm glad to hear you movin' on, baby girl I'm movin' up Held me back, we held each other back The bad times were like a cycle, but the good I fell in love with that I always wanted to be stuck with that But you just left my life when it's convenient for you Then come running back, fuck that I'm done with that I don't got the time for it I just wanted you, and you just try to make me drown for it After all the pain you caused I always held it down for you Couldn't do the same, so tell me who's the one to blame, huh When the nightfalls and the lights off All alone it's no one I call Around them white walls I just drown in my thoughts Over again I'm so lost When the nightfalls and the lights off All alone it's no one I call Around them white walls I just drown in my thoughts Over again I'm so lost Cross my heart and hope to live Realized I don't wanna die Since 2016, when we lost homie On a drunken drive He warned me bout the demons that will lurk into your life Through the shadows of your dreams and suck you up then leave you dry He told me from the heavens but I didn't listen Went against my intuition built the frame work of a vision That just wasn't realistic, I was broken to you Deep incisions from the scars that I reopened they're new I always told you but you didn't get it, so my attention was on mute When it's all about you, and it's not about me, girl it's was all about us But I could never trust you, so I don't know what What the fuck that you want? I got none left to give Whether dawn or it's dusk I just give and I give and it turned into what? It's turned into what It turned into nothing, just emptiness Stare at my wall, thinking maybe I'm done When the nightfalls and the lights off All alone it's no one I call Around them white walls I just drown in my thoughts Over again I'm so lost When the nightfalls and the lights off All alone it's no one I call Around them white walls I just drown in my thoughts Over again I'm so lost