I See

I don't know why I'm back here but

It's the first time my thoughts seem clear since

I left

You

That night

And I know you said I'm always welcome

But you treating me like I'm a thief who's

Threatening you

With

My knife

And looking

In your eyes

I see me

And all the pain I've caused

And I see you

Standing there so lost

And I see us and everything we could have been

If I'd never let him in

Seeing you there

Lost and frightened

I can't help but think back

To the days when

You helped me find my way

I always said I would be there till the end

Cuz more than my love, you were my best friend

But when you fell

I walked away

And I never

Realized that

'Till I came on

Running back

Then I saw me

And all the pain I've caused

And I saw you

Standing there so lost

And I saw us and everything we would have been

If I'd never let him in