Happy Girl

I'm tired and lonely And everybody's gone out of town for the weekend Ran out of friends to call and Nobody answers their phone these days Thinking back to how it used to be I wonder if she misses me Whatever happened to that happy girl I always thought that she could change the world I only wish that she could see me now She could see me now Could I be her now? I cry myself to sleep at night Wonder if there's more to life I cry myself to sleep at night Wonder if I'll be alright I cry myself to sleep at night Wonder if there's more to life I cry myself to sleep at night Wonder if I'll ever be happy girl (I'll ever be happy girl) Got caught in my feelings And I'm all alone when I start to drown I don't want to ask for help 'Cause if nobody knows, I can't let them down I can hear my mothers voice Asking me the same question I wonder every day like Whatever happened to that happy girl I always thought that she could change the world I only wish that she could see me now She could see me now Could I be her now? I cry myself to sleep at night Wonder if there's more to life I cry myself to sleep at night Wonder if I'll be alright I cry myself to sleep at night Wonder if there's more to life I cry myself to sleep at night Wonder if I'll ever be happy girl There's a chemical imbalance in my brain And it's been that way since I was eleven Oh, I try to tell myself that I'm okay In a body that's imperfectly perfect (I can't help it) Whatever happened to that happy girl I always thought that she could change the world I only wish that she could see me now She could see me now Could I be her now? I cry myself to sleep at night Wonder if there's more to life (to life) I cry myself to sleep at night Wonder if I'll be alright (alright) I cry myself to sleep at night Wonder if there's more to life (to life) I cry myself to sleep at night Wonder if I'll ever be happy girl