Tough night, alright, never thought to mention

That I can't give you all your attention

Round the house a hamster ball of thoughts

And insecurities

Turn around in my car in your driveway

Never thought of the things that I'd like to say

Til I'm driving to your party at the friends and the family you turn to me

It's not like me to not want to know how

Your night ended but it's not the same now

Now I'm leaving your apartment not the farthest from freakin out give me a shout

Grab my shoes head out the door and maybe I'll forget it

Should I have left it

Glad to hear you're doing well and that you haven't checked it

Were you just messing

I'm bummed so welcome to me and all my voices

New faces new places got too many choices

Round the bend it's kinda unclear if it goes up or straight down

And my capacity for misery will never be high as yours I'm on the floor

Grab my shoes head out the door and maybe I'll forget it

Should I have left it

Glad to hear you're doing well and that you haven't checked it

Were you just messing?

Tell me straight what do you hate about the current climate? Never mind it

Neglect myself inside my shell until the worlds on fire

Am an outlier?