A-Ok

He says he's doing better now But i can't believe a word that he says So we just stay scared Wish i could've listened more Wish that there was someone out there who needed him most It's what he needs the most He says 'it was years ago, it's too late to talk And i know the weight in my bones is all my fault' I am a-ok, i don't take pills anymore I am a-ok, i can paint my smile on at the door Sometimes i think that maybe i am just wired this way You can't tell anyone round here, don't tell anyone Round here Good luck, good luck, good luck, good luck, good luck I know he keeps telling himself This is all i deserve and i get what i get I'm just living in dreams There's a silver-tongued liar in his head Slowly talked him into whipping himself But a liar's never happy till he's got you on your knees He says 'oh, the years go by and i'm frozen where i was I don't even know anymore what i'm raging for But it's all my fault' I am a-ok, i don't take pills anymore I am a-ok, i can paint my smile on at the door Sometimes i think that maybe i am just wired this way I know i'm never good enough, who could use somebody like me? I know i'm never strong enough, who could use somebody like me? How long have i lost? thinking i was a-ok, Waiting for the echo to change But i never needed you more But i never needed you more Maybe i am just wired this way We are a-ok We'll be ok