What Hurts the Most

It's a feeling outside of common sense Like I'm bleeding without the evidence It's a reason to unpick these stitches To call again and ask you how you've been We lie, we cheat, we steal what we need To be the ones we're supposed to be But there's just something about you That I can't help but value What would you think if you saw me now? Don't feel like I've changed 'til I think about When we were brothers When we had it all figured out Where do you hide those years with me? Or did you kill me off completely? When we were brothers When we had it all figured out It's a picture (picture) from your brother's wedding day A reminder (reminder) that good will find a way It's your children (children) that I know I'll never meet But what hurts the most is that makes sense to me And I'm still haunted with how you lied so casually To think that I believed you hurts like hell You make me fucking hate myself But that's what you wanted You shed your skin so easily My sheets were barely cold when you slid in And you still wonder where I've been What would you think if you saw me now? Don't feel like I've changed 'til I think about When we were brothers When we had it all figured out Where do you hide those years with me? Or did you kill me off completely? When we were brothers When we had it all figured out We lie, we cheat, we steal what we need To be the ones we're supposed to be But there's just something about you That I can't help but value What would you think if you saw me now? Don't feel like I've changed 'til I think about When we were brothers When we had it all figured out Where do you hide those years with me? Or did you kill me off completely? When we were brothers When we had it all figured out