Lifeless

Your soul's decaying Your life is changing Your existence divided I'm lifeless Nothing to calm the anger Nothing to calm the pain Nothing to calm the irritation That builds up everyday Look inside my coffin Tell me what you see Memories of a person That used to be happy Nothing to numb the pressure Nothing to numb the hate Nothing to numb the anxiety That Builds up everyday Silence fills the empty grave Now that I'm gone, you will see I am fear, I am sadness I am a monument, to all your sins Gradually falling into my grave Gradually falling Into this pain Absolved by what I could not become Lessons learned, bridges burned Run away I'm everything you hate Everything you wish you could escape I'm fucking dead On the inside Someone help me Someone save me It's inside of me Crawling back and forth Tearing me apart Someone help me Someone save me Will I make it Please forgive me Someone help me Someone save me Will I make it Please forgive me Please forgive me Gradually falling into my grave Gradually falling into this pain Absolved by what I could not become Lessons learned, bridges burned I am fear, I am sadness I am everything that lies between Light and darkness I am fear, I am sadness I've been distant, I've been quiet I've been thinking what this life is I've been distant, I've been quiet And I'm Sorry if it shows inside my eyelids