Hard Time With The Truth

Sat down in that chair to get a little off the top Staring out the window of this old barbershop I was deep in my memory, everything on recall Thumbing through the slides of what chose to stick around It's funny what you remember and who you let down The challenge is believing that you wouldn't change a thing Oh It ain't nothing new I'm just having a hard time with the truth That hand full of all nighters, too many goodbyes Remember when the brakes went out on 95 Maybe its all random or maybe it's by design Uncle Tommy's old blazer, flips on the trampoline Feeding my own ego, causin' big scenes I think it might be time To finally let it all go (let it all go) It ain't nothing new Oh It ain't nothing new I'm just having a hard time with the truth Yea It's blowing my mind That I made it out alive And I'm still here singing to you It's just messing with my head That I probably would be dead Had I paid for the sins of my youth Oh It ain't nothing new I'm just having a hard time with the truth Yea Yea That brush across my neck brought me outta my haze And back into the moment, "Hey son, whatcha think?" Thank you mister, thank you for your time With all this reminiscing you know a drink sure'd be nice There's a bar next door not a person in sight Maybe this time I can have just one and be through Yea but that thought ain't nothing new It's just right now I'm having a hard time with the truth