I Stare At Paint and Watch It Dry

I hate the sun as much as you hate living in your parents shadow You told me that you wanna get away from here But when you finally did that feeling's so shallow I know that you just want to run away from all that you fear Well take a look into the occultist and I welcome you to your darkest years You can tell I'm dead inside you don't gotta talk to me you can see it inside of my eyes You thought running away from home would of made you feel a little more rectified I know that you don't give a fuck whether I'm gone or I'm here So as the tears fall from the sky I'll rightfully just disappear Or maybe I won't Maybe I'll just grind for it until I finally blow Then you'll finally get the chance to say you fucked with my clique But when the truth was baby you just use to suck my dick I mean uh That might be harsh I mean the truth was you took my heart and ripped it apart I mean the truth was you never gave a fuck from the start I mean you wished me fair well then run away in the dark I hate the sun as much as you hate living in your parents shadow You told me that you wanna get away from here But when you finally did that feeling's so shallow I know that you just want to run away from all that you fear Well take a look into the occultist and I welcome you to your darkest years Celebrate your soul Deliberate your goals Run away from home If that's what makes you feel alive Celebrate your soul Deliberate your goals Run away from home If that's what makes you feel alive I hate the sun as much as you hate living in your parents shadow You told me that you wanna get away from here But when you finally did that feeling's so shallow I know that you just want to run away from all that you fear Well take a look into the occultist and I welcome you to your darkest years Celebrate your soul Deliberate your goals Run away from home If that's what makes you feel alive