Rain

I love when it rains Perfect excuse to let myself stay in, and Pretend I have it all under control I don't know what I'm doing All I do is notice everything I do wrong Everything I do wrong I don't wanna be the reason I'm feeling stuck Want someone to blame for being messy as fuck Say I'm alright, know it's not okay to lie Talk about it but can't put my thoughts into words What is up with people making me feel worse? I say, "I'm alright," know it's not okay to lie I keep on saying, "I'm fine" Feel bad when I complain Wanting to be the optimist, I'm seen as Why do I wait with getting things done Procrastinate, then regret? All I do is notice everything I do wrong Everything I do wrong I don't wanna be the reason I'm feeling stuck Want someone to blame for being messy as fuck Say I'm alright, know it's not okay to lie Talk about it but can't put my thoughts into words What is up with people making me feel worse? I say, "I'm alright," know it's not okay to lie Always say, I don't need any help Thinking I can do it all by myself Always say, I don't need any help Think it's better, is it better? Wait for better Think it's better, is it better? Wait for better I don't wanna be the reason I'm feeling stuck Want someone to blame for being messy as fuck Say I'm alright, know it's not okay to lie Talk about it but can't put my thoughts into words What is up with people making me feel worse? I say, "I'm alright," know it's not okay to lie (know it's not okay) I love when it rains Perfect excuse to let myself stay in