Hell Of My Design

I'll never make it out of this What I'm searching for Is just out of reach I can't resist And I can't ignore In death I'll find my peace From the moment I wake I feel a constant ache I'm escaping the depths Till the moment I rest I've lost count How many times did I pray Only to wind up in this same place Day after day The corruption Turns to decay I don't have nobody else to blame I'm in a hell Of my design The fragile state Of my mind Is inclined To decline When I find hope A smile choked I try to cope with a stillborn joy My life is a ploy I sense an endless repetition I can't escape this prison I drown my sorrows To forget that I'm drowning From the moment I wake I feel a constant ache I'm escaping the depths Till the moment I rest I sense an endless repetition I can't escape this prison I drown my sorrows To forget that I'm drowning I sense an endless repetition I can't escape this prison I drown my sorrows To forget that I'm drowning