Happy Home

I've been a man Since 13 years of age I got in with the wrong crowd and made my lion-share share of mistakes I could blame it on my parents but that's not how I was raised, no I moved away To the sunshine state Thought a new job and new friends would help me get my story straight Even refugees in paradise don't recognize this place So I'll run, run, run, run, run From all the unforgiving things that I have done I've been trying to hold my tongue But I'm not sure where I belong And one day I hope you'll come to understand Honey, I'm just trying to make it home again Honey, I'm just trying to make it home again I've been flowing like the rivers I've been waving like the trees But I'm holding onto memories that I know that I don't need When it rains it pours, it's you I adore, so I guess I should have known That a man like me can never be without A happy home I promised you That I'd get clean Haven't had a sip of alcohol since 2019 I've always had my way with words but now They're few and far between, no I can't make sense, sense, sense, sense, sense Of all the voices that are calling in my head I've been trying to find the words But I'm not sure what I deserve And one day I hope you'll come to understand Honey, I'm not sure if I can be your man Honey I'm just trying to make it home again I've been drier than then the desert I've been falling like the rain Papa taught me to be strong but all I ever feel is pain When the thunder roars, I'll know for sure I'll never be alone But a man like me could never be without A happy home Oh no, a man like me Can never be without Oh no, a man like me Could never be without A happy home