Tranquility

Strong is the fist that grips my thoughts Separating so called rights from wrongs No more can I recognize what's happening around me If I'm overloading or if I'm doing alright The pressure, The rush Which one is real, which one should I trust No more or just one more? Oh please, no more I'm all drained and lost I did it all without thinking what it all could cost Slow burn The yearn For Tranquility Could it be your turn? I'll wait For you There's no other choice No aid to turn to Once again I'm wide awake Pondering through all my mistakes What if I did something in a different way Would they be less sharp, the nails on which I lay Is this success or is this a slope Straight down below where there is no hope Will I ever, see the sun again Will there be a way for me to win? In this, state of mind Waiting, for the time When I collapse, am I next in line? I can, see the light But is there enough time? Enough days for me to make it all right? Volatile, out of line No escape, no relief This is all that I know, all that I love There's no other way for me I guess I'm shit out of luck