Patrol

I'm being careful with what I am sharing now They are standing right round the corner Lockdown is over and I should be happy now Happy my fucking career isn't over I'm moving far away Need a better place Make myself at home I've been trying for so long And every single day I fight against the weight I'm feeling on my shoulders, yeah And lately, I've been tryna get a little more control Bring everything back that's lighting up my soul And every single person that I know is on hold You better back off 'cause I'm on patrol How am I so unaware? I participate In whatever this freak show is Lock myself inside my room and I'm feeling great 'Cause none of you will pay my bills I'm moving far away Need a better place Make myself at home I've been trying for so long And every single day I fight against the weight I'm feeling on my shoulders, yeah And lately, I've been tryna get a little more control Bring everything back that's lighting up my soul And every single person that I know is on hold You better back off 'cause I'm on patrol And lately, I've been tryna get a little more control Bring everything back that's lighting up my soul And every single person that I know is on hold You better back off 'cause I'm on patrol I don't know where it ends and I begin Questioning the life I'm living in I'm giving in and drawing white lines A monologue to send out my goodbyes And treat the ones I love the best I can But nothing ever seems to go to plan I'm sick of people putting on a show And now you're mad 'cause I'm on patrol (oh) I'm on patrol (oh) I'm on patrol (oh) I'm on patrol (oh) La, la, la