Getting By

I'm just barely getting by I've been playing video games for about thirteen hours Watching, entire seasons between taking showers I haven't worked out for a couple of weeks But I'll be running to the door for my Uber Eats I know, I was raised better than this And I know, there's a whole lot of things that I'll miss I could myself in a better position If I just hang out my clothes and wash up the dishes I'm not existential I'm just barely getting by Oh it's just mental Struggling with stuff inside These thoughts might have potential To kill if I'm not careful I'm not existential I'm just barely getting by The money I've been wasting on my higher education Was a misguided investment in my own validation Good thing you can't smell me through you Instagram, damn I keep imagining how much better I'd be If I just read these books I bought next to me At least I learnt to shut up people who tell me it's luck I guess I mastered the art of not giving a fuck I'm wasting my time At the back of the line Gonna have an argument with you Back home in the shower We can argue in my head For hours and hours I'm not existential I'm just barely getting by Oh it's just mental Struggling with stuff inside These thoughts might have potential To kill if I'm not careful I'm not existential I'm just barely getting by Nah-nah-nah Nah-nah-nah Nah-nah-nah-nah-nah-nah Nah-nah-nah Nah-nah-nah Nah-nah-nah-nah-nah-nah And If we talk about it Well I'm gonna stress about it And the thing about stress Is I can't do shit about it And If I think about it Well I'm gonna stress about it And the thing about stress Is I can't do shit without it Nah-nah-nah Nah-nah-nah Nah-nah-nah-nah-nah-nah Nah-nah-nah Nah-nah-nah I can't do shit with it Nah-nah-nah Nah-nah-nah Nah Nah Nah Nah Nah Nah Nah-nah-nah Nah Nah Nah Wish I'd do shit about it But I can't do shit without it I guess that's why I'm barely getting by