When I speak my mind out loud
The words betray me
Casting stones that cast me out
I can't describe the feeling
I long to know what lives within your bones
We're all the same underneath the pain
Seeing red like I bled for the first time
Broken home, all alone no it's not right
I can't conceive everything it's done to me
It's all gone, fucking gone like a memory
Just leave me alone
It's where I feel at home
(Still finding no meaning beneath this empty feeling)
It's all gone
I'm done
Blow my mind just to see what's inside
No balance
No sorrow
Sold my soul now my heart's left hollow
Another day I wallow
Straight through the fucking heart
Like being smothered alone
My chest, it can't breathe and my mind's lost its home
I'd rather die on the anvil
Than be another fucking body in the landfill
Paint these fucking walls red
Another day, another dead
Release all of these evil thoughts from my hollowed head
Say goodnight, say goodbye, a soothing lullaby
Sight of death creeping in
No more tears to cry
Just leave me alone
It's where I feel at home
(Still finding no meaning beneath this empty feeling)
It's all gone
I'm done
Blow my mind just to see what's inside
No balance
No sorrow
Sold my soul now my heart's left hollow
Another day I wallow
