I Hope She's Out There

I hope she's out there Doing better than I am I know she don't care But that doesn't mean I can't I hope she's out there Happier than I I know she don't care But I still don't mind And we're not happy ever after I hope she finds what she's after I just wish I could ask her what that is What is it she seeks What does she seek in me What could I be, for her This is torture This is torture I can't be without her What even is it about her I can't even remember I can't remember her face I can't remember the first day The first day that we met The first day that we met And we said all those things we said I hope she's out there Happier than I I know she don't care But I still don't mind And we're not happy ever after I hope she finds what she's after I just wish I could ask her what that is I hope she finds What she's after I just wish I could ask her what that is What is it she seeks Why isn't it me Why isn't it me