This situation makes me feel like things will never change, I've made mistakes but I don't feel I should take all the blame.

Maybe I don't want it enough but if you'd talk to me, you wouldn't know its a crutch.

I've been down this same road too many times, I've lost friends but built my foundations high.

It's a lie for me to say I'm truly optimistic, something's always missing.

Got some things to say, I drank my thoughts away again.

Thought I would follow through, move onto something new.

I tried so hard this time searching for that perfect line again.

Been here a time or two, maybe it's all true- that I'm a cancer.

This shit is so obsessive, just feeling so depressed and lonely.

It's real, sinking motion that I feel. Rewind and find out what I'm missing.

Don't know why, ain't no use in fixing it.

I'm lost in static, fucking spinning around in space, maybe I'll drift into another time and place.

Light up another smoke and pretend that none of it's my fault again.