Yeah, lil sis

Fell in love with drugs, fell in love with plugs

Fell in love with all the ones that he showin love

He talk down when i’m askin, that **** is a thug

A little bit of loyalty, just isn’t enough

I need you all in, still be with the ones from before bitch is ballin

They get locked, they got my number you know who they calling

Certain ones’ll tell me to pull it and i ain’t stalling, yeah

I’m boutta talk my real shit on this song

And i’m just hoping that the real ones sing along

If you real i just want you catch a vibe to this smoke a blunt bob your head and just ride to this

Imma always keep it real its just in me

I woulda never did some people how they did me

And thats to love a man that shit is kinda sad coz that trauma turns to anger then they wonder why i’m mad

A lot of my kind n i’have left

I don’t do this for the press i don’t do this for the bitches always worried bout how they dressed

I don’t do this for the city girls or bitches in a mess

I do this for the real ones thats just out there doing their best

Yeah, coz that struggle is a beautiful thing

N there’s only so much happiness a dollar can bring

It gets lonely at the top man i be missing my team

But imma spin back and grab em when i conquer these dreams

Trauma bonding with them xannies, yeah

I do this for the family

It’s always been fuck a grammy, i just wanted yall to hear me

Trauma bonding with abusers

Taking drugs with other users

This path wasn’t easy i manoeuvered

And im still me just a lil newer

Yeah, imma be the change i really wish to see

But in order for change to come look it cannot just be me

I need yall to vibe with me, i need yall to rock with me

I need you all to scream out fuck the block with me

You should be ashamed spent that money on a watch

There’s **** back home don’t got money for a spot

And christmas coming up he tried punching in the clock

But the streets calling his name and the streets are all he got

The streets are all he know when you do this shit for show

Look at you flexing how calling **** broke

Don’t forget about your bro don’t forget about back home

Don’t forget about the ones that was with you before the dough

How could you?, i could never

And i just said im different look i never said im better

But maybe i am and they scared to let me in

They want us all to praise a fucking life of sin

They scared to let me talk this real shit well imma scream it out

Scared to talk about their struggles let my demons out

Ill never stop what i do because im healing people

It’s all i wanted out this shit coz i ain’t feeling people

Yeah, im not feeling how they overlook my message

I think it’s time they gave a real bitch a credit

Why they hide behind they screens acting like they so perfect

I wanna know like in the end is it worth it

Scared to let them see the pain you’re such a fucking coward

Always so stern like your fucking name is howard

Acting like you never done got paid by the hour

And you really so sweet why you acting so sour

The little girls repeat it now who’s the one to blame

Ion wanna start no shit so i ain’t gon say no names

But maybe all this wisdom doesn’t really come from age

But embracing all my demons and just not being afraid

Yall so pussy, for never being real with the world

You, so pussy for never putting on for lil girls

You, so wrong for doing hoe shit and then hyping

Imma put a stop to all that shit and i’m nice with it

Yeah, lil sis