Why?

So many whys all of time; how do I do this shit You're telling me I need to make up my mind, but I get confused with it So many hours fighting a fight, but I keep on losing it I keep on wasting my time, all of the time, all of this time, you're telling me Telling me yes, telling me no Give me the green light, ready to go Telling me put my head down and go hard in paint You tell me don't do it for show You're telling me That's it's possible to climb through every obstacle Been walking for a while now; the journey seems impossible I don't know if I can sit in the same spot Stuck up in my head with the same thoughts Running from myself now, dealing with the self doubt, tryna find a way out So many whys all of time; how do I do this shit You're telling me I need to make up my mind, but I get confused with it So many hours fighting a fight, but I keep on losing it I keep on wasting my time, all of the time, all of this time, you're telling me You're on the climb, you're bout to rise, open your ears, open your eyes You're telling me that I'm not wasting my time So many lies, all of these lines to cross I been steady on the grind, line by line Building it block by block Keeping legacy in mind, I do it for mine Go hard till the wheels fall off Ready to reach for the sky But so many, so many whys Why do I struggle with all of this luggage I stay on the grind, but forever stay puzzled I think I fumbled Why am I broken inside The feelings I have make me humbled Still learning lessons while others succeed Why do I hustle but ain't making cheese Why do I pray but still feel no peace Why do I live Why do I Breathe So many whys all of time; how do I do this shit You're telling me I need to make up my mind, but I get confused with it So many hours fighting a fight, but I keep on losing it I keep on wasting my time, all of the time, all of this time, you're telling me