(I'm not antisocial, social)
(I'm not antisocial)
Posin', postin', hate what I've become
I look like a carbon copy of what I'm runnin' from
All my friends are different since we met
I forgot they only know me through the internet
Now every day I wake up, makeup
Wait, I'm talkin' to a camera
Every day's an existential crisis
Is this who I am now? (Is this who I am now?)
I'm not antisocial
Just misunderstood
I'm at your disposal
And I don't feel so good
Still my mother's daughter, still somebody's ex
I've been treadin' water, in over my head
So, I'm not antisocial
Just misunderstood
Introverted, extroverted like
I wish I could change it, fake it, be another type
Does anyone know what they're doin' here?
'Cause I've been drownin' in doubt
Waitin' for the storm to clear
Every night I'm anxious, overthinkin'
Talkin' in my sleep now (talkin' in my sleep now)
Every night I spiral like a cyclone
Is this really me now?
(Oh, because)
I'm not antisocial
Just misunderstood
I'm at your disposal
And I don't feel so good
Still my mother's daughter, still somebody's ex
I've been treadin' water, in over my head
So, I'm not antisocial
Just misunderstood
(Antisocial) you know, you know, you know
I'm not
I'm not antisocial, social
You know, you know, you know
I'm not
I'm not antisocial, social
(I'm not antisocial, social)
(I'm not antisocial, social)
