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Yea I'm back now I'm back and I'm better Been dealing with the world, but I'm back for ever Ain't been fucking with a bitch, had to stack more cheddar Send my love to her, if she wanna leave, just let her People come, friends go Any time it's money know they ain't your friends though My pops tried to educate, knowledge is wealth But I ain't listen to him guess I had to buy it myself It's real simple, gotta keep the stress off my mental Never processed all the shit I done been through I push it all down, hope it never comes up I don't need to talk about it, I'm alive, that's enough That's vanity, that's insanity I ain't never ask for help, that's the man in me Like the evil ain't calling, it's demanding me If I die right now then it's planned to be Back to back to back, yea I'm back Back to back to back, yea I'm back Back to back to back, yea I'm back Back to back to back, yea I'm back Back to back to back, yea I'm back Back to back to back, yea I'm back Back to back to back, yea I'm back Back to back to back, yea I'm back Time to get real, think I'm sprinting on a treadmill For the past five years at a standstill I'm like Sisyphus, pebble on an ant hill Father Time, no hands is how your man feel Made a couple mill, lost a couple mill Stunted people's growth to protect how they feel Really that was selfish, I ain't wanna feel awkward I made a couple mill and being pussy done lost it I'm exhausted, but I'm back, undefeated My pops had cancer, he a fighter, he done beat it The reaper want him bad, yea, I'm sure he feel cheated I was in that car crash, feeling lucky that we leave it I can't lose him now, I'm too weak, still need him He told me something's wrong, I'm the only one believe him He couldn't even walk, hear the screams in my sleep While he's begging that he dies only way to relieve him And what trip me out most, He say he gave me life but that I'm why he still breathing If you wonder why that mill ain't shit, that's the reason I got everything I need long as I'm still bleeding Survivor guilt strong, so I blame myself Know I can't save the world til I save myself When I play like the hero, just play myself That's why I'm back now and that's on life I ain't leaving Back to back to back, yea I'm back Back to back to back, yea I'm back Back to back to back, yea I'm back Back to back to back, yea I'm back Back to back to back, yea I'm back Back to back to back, yea I'm back Back to back to back, yea I'm back Back to back to back, yea I'm back