This Just Ain't My Year

Everytime we hear that sound It's ours to get how we feel out loud I'm stubborn, I'm done and I ain't even moved Hard to see what's real when you've been living by sin And I know you're tired People only really give in when there's no fight left Everytime you're getting close Just enough fear to face my ghost I swear, this just ain't my year Kid they're trying to hold you back Holding out hope so you can't react I'm buzzing, I'm numb, I don't feel at all Stars get bled on the scene on the real though I'm kidding, I kid and I tell the truth It's never really enough to get you through And everytime you get me there Just enough hope to hold my breath I swear, this just ain't my My God, my blood's getting thinner I'm done being bitter I'll just go and figure it out By now my mind's in a spiral, I'll fight but I might go down No this just No this just ain't my No this just ain't my My, my, no Oh, she keeps on giving me oh sometimes When I was giving the aye it's alright She keeps on giving me it sometimes Ah, she keeps on giving And oh, she keeps on getting And oh If it's not my fault then it ain't somebody's some how Yeah, this just ain't my My God, my blood's getting thinner I'm done being bitter I'll just go and figure it out By now my mind's in a spiral, I'll fight but I might go down No this just No this just ain't my Nah this just ain't my My, my