Becoming

Those who used to love me Don't love me anymore And those who rooted for me Have left and closed the door Is it what I have done Did I lose sight of who I was I don't know (I don't know) It's hard to look myself in the mirror every day Don't know where I have fallen off, just want to be okay I'm searching for these answers And fighting for my youth I'm learning how to love myself And changing through the gloom And every move I make I'm getting closer to the knowing Of who I really am And who I am becoming One step in the right direction Then twenty steps the opposite It feels like I am suffocating I've done it all just to forget But I still have the image of The girl I used to be I'm on my way to find her And I just can't wait to see It ain't about the destination But how you get to where you're going If I get some growing pains At least I know i'm growing Yeah I'm searching for these answers And fighting for my youth I'm learning how to love myself And changing through the gloom And every move I make I'm getting closer to the knowing Of who I really am And who I am becoming Yeah Ooooooo Who I am becoming