I think it's fucked up, that he is the one in your arms right now

Strangers to lovers, to strangers, don't play with my heart right now

Burning this rose down, just know that it's hard for me

I let down my guard for you, while you were disarming me

New year, new whip, I'm swerving without you baby

New year, new crib, I'm living with without you baby

New year, new me, I did it without you baby

I think it's fucking crazy

I think it's fucking crazy

I know it takes time, still creeping like this shit was dateline

My hands were once in your waistline, to calling your phone for the eighth time

What a way to waste a line, got me wasted on a line

Got me thinking 'bout the songs I wrote, what a way to waste my lines yeah

I know I'm not perfect but, I'm going to therapy

You knew me better than I did, you know that it's scary to me

Cause demons they exist, and I made all the angels flee

Cancer took my family and friends, I'm anxiously

Fucking walking through my life, on my back there's a knife

And my head's full of memories that I've been trying to fight

And I placed it all on you knowing that it wasn't right

I guess I got too comfortable, out of mind and out of sight

But I know now

You're just gonna cry on all their shoulders

You are not the bride I'm coming home for

But I know it's okay

And it's better that way

But there's one thing to say, that

I think it's fucked up, that he is the one in your arms right now

Strangers to lovers, to strangers, don't play with my heart right now

Burning this rose down, just know that it's hard for me

I let down my guard for you, while you were disarming me

New year, new whip, I'm swerving without you baby

New year, new crib, I'm living with without you baby

New year, new me, I did it without you baby

I think it's fucking crazy

I think it's fucking crazy