Apology

Somebody told me I should check my veins Think there's too much blood Rushing to my brain Need to find a home In a city With no one to trust No, no (And you're gonna find out) Cuz they'll meet us, in the morning Leaving warnings On a strangers grave Dancing in the headlights Of the car we stole to run away Catch us in the morning, it's a warning Keep your thoughts to yourself (You're better to keep to yourself) So, drown your smile I fake it I fake it but I can't trust myself And, hide your style I'm taking, I'm taking a breath Keep running Till it all falls down Been thinking about the Things I wanna say And how I get so tired of asking myself For an apology Stuck behind a face that I hate (Save the martyr in me) Till it all falls down Been thinking about the Things I wanna say And how I get so tired of asking myself For an apology Stuck behind a face that I hate (Save the martyr in me) Till it all falls down Schadenfreude, you can watch my torture Said the devil taught ya How to spot unfortunates When I'm lost I know I'm not really alone I can feel them watching I can hear them follow Drown your smile I fake it I fake it but I can't trust myself And, hide your style I'm taking I'm taking a breath Keep running Till it all falls down Been thinking about the Things I wanna say And how I get so tired of asking myself For an apology Stuck behind a face that I hate (Save the martyr in me) Till it all falls down Been thinking about the Things I wanna say And how I get so tired of asking myself For an apology Stuck behind a face that I hate (Save the martyr in me) Till it all falls down Till it all falls Down, down Drop dead to the ground Ground And no one will save you now And no one will save you now And no one will save you now And no one will save you Now Keep your thoughts to yourself Keep your thoughts to yourself Till it all falls down Been thinking about the Things I wanna say And how I get so tired of asking myself For an apology Stuck behind a face that I hate (Save the martyr in me) Till it all falls down Been thinking about the Things I wanna say And how I get so tired of asking myself For an apology Stuck behind a face that I hate (Save the martyr in me) Till it all falls