Get High

Like a movie Going on in my head It's not even real But I still feel my anxiety grow The little shakes in between my bones Lookin' for ways That I could numb the pain I know that you get me Before you reject me realize i'm falling out of control I always gotta fill my space I always gotta fill the silence And step by step I'm getting further away from truth Don't wanna feel it in my brain Sometimes I gotta make it violent And step by step I'm fading away, I'm fading away Cause I'd rather die Than spend another minute In my head With the things I'm feeling I find it easier To get high and forget it And I feel it crawling Underneath my skin I'm stuck in a hole And it's closing in It's so much easier To get high and forget it So i'll get high and forget it Sometimes I get lost mid-conversation A subtle reminder And I'm off in my Hollywood production again What did you say? I wasn't listening I'm looking right at you but i'm just not here And nobody likes me It's my insecurity That pushes them away again Cause I'd rather die Than spend another minute In my head With the things I'm feeling I find it easier To get high and forget it And I feel it crawling Underneath my skin I'm stuck in a hole And it's closing in It's so much easier To get high and forget it So i'll get high and forget it I steal I cheat and lie Whatever it takes me to get high It controls my body Soul and mind I do things I'd never do A few hits to get me through Is there something you can do? I always gotta fill my space I always gotta fill the silence Don't wanna feel it in my brain Just get the hell away from me I gotta make it violent Yeah And I feel it crawling Underneath my skin I'm stuck in a hole And it's closing in It's so much easier To get high and forget it So i'll get high and forget it