Security Blanket

So this is it All the years that I wanted this How'd you leave without me noticing I'm feeling powerless, but they swear that I'm ready You told a lie I used to think days end in lullabies And fairytales came without dollar signs Until my wide eyes began to feel heavy I can't figure out how I'm supposed to grow up and move on When I still feel so young I just looked behind me to find that that child is long gone And I'm coming undone But I guess that it's all for the better I can't keep my security blanket Forever I know a few Friends of mine fell out of touch with you Long before they ever wanted to I guess that's always true, when it's all said and done And they remember it The very moment that you fell from their grip When someone starts to raise themselves, they don't forget So maybe that makes me the lucky one I can't figure out how I'm supposed to grow up and move on When I still feel so young I just looked behind me to find that that child is long gone And I'm coming undone But I guess that it's all for the better I can't keep my security blanket Forever Was it the day I turned eighteen Were you gone by the morning Or when I got my first apartment Did you slip out the door then, oh Adolescence You're more precious than money But you can't follow me into my twenties I can't figure out how I'm supposed to grow up and move on When I still feel so young I just looked behind me to find that that child is long gone And I'm coming undone Cause I can't figure out how I'm supposed to grow up and move on When I still feel so young I just looked behind me to find that that child is long gone And I'm coming undone But I guess that it's all for the better I can't keep my security blanket Forever