Two Sides

I've been drinking dirty water I've been showering twice a week I think I'm trying to get the power To tell you just what I think And I've been moving on for weeks now But you're still calling me Showing up to my house at midnight But I'm begging you to leave My days have been getting darker My patience has run thinner Your own personal martyr Shut down before I come any closer Suffocation way too smothered Baby there will be bloodshed Hit me hard but I hit harder What you give comes back around just stronger The silence in the room in painful I hold my breath until it leaves I watch my back I'm too unstable I always feel like you're watching me Your own personal martyr Shut down before I come any closer Suffocation way too smothered Baby there will be bloodshed Hit me hard but I hit harder What you give comes back around just stronger I let you in you greet me (You let me in you tell me) But you don't know I'm grieving (I need you now come near me) The loss of you already (Next thing I know I'm falling) I know just where we're heading (I'm smothered in your loathing) Suffocation way too smothered Baby there will be bloodshed Hit me hard but I hit harder What you give comes back around just stronger Suffocation way too smothered (You let me in you greet me) Baby there will be bloodshed (But you don't know I'm grieving) Hit me hard but I hit harder (The loss of you already) What you give comes back around just stronger (I know just where we're heading)