Feel Good

Wait just a minute Could we turn the lights out? 'Cause I like me best in the dark And after we finish Could you stick around So that voice in my head doesn't start saying "I never should've gone there And taken off my clothes Let you find out what I already know That I'm still the punchline Of childhood jokes 'Cause I carry dead weight and it shows"? Sorry, I'm still not at home in my body Just wanted someone to want me Who sees me as more than just funny 'Cause it never feels good being lonely I'm in my head whеn you hold me 'Cause you won't be hеre in the morning And I'll let you leave 'Cause it never feels good when I never feel good about me It's been 30 minutes I told the waiter you're probably just running late But who am I kidding? You'll never show and I'll never learn from my mistakes I never should've come here And let you give me hope I'll pay the bill and cry on my way home 'Cause I'm still the punchline Of childhood jokes And I carry dead weight and it shows Sorry, I'm still not at home in my body I just wanted someone to want me Who sees me as more than just funny 'Cause it never feels good being lonely I'm in my head when you hold me 'Cause you won't be here in the morning And I'll let you leave 'Cause it never feels good when I never feel good about me (Oh) Oh, it never feels good (Oh) Oh, it never feels good (Oh, oh) Will it ever feel good? Will I ever feel good about me?