The Fog

Creeping in, it's creeping in, I feel it It's eating me in pieces, will I heal from this? Feels like I'm running on empty Why is the fog so heavy? Feeding me the sweet release of hell if The evil wins I'm feeling like I might give in My only peace is manic Why is the fog so heavy again? Tell me that we're not designed to die Make believe we'll never see the light Somewhere between awake and dreaming, I'm afraid to leave But I see the other side Can't shake the feeling that it's taken me too far Do you love me now? Will you love me when I'm gone? I'm beggin' I need a serotonin drip beneath my skull I'm just a shell of the man that I once was I'm nothing at all Tell me that we're not designed to die Make believe we'll never see the light Somewhere between awake and dreaming I'm afraid to leave But I see the other side Cause I'm pre-disposed to torture Never meant to make it through Why did it have to end up this way? If only I knew Can't see through cloud inside my head Sifting through symptoms until I'm buried again Maybe I'm not built for gold My blueprints show I'm flesh and bone I'm drunk and cold and all alone In a room full of everyone I know My mind and body went to war and my mind won